Futa First: Feeling Nothing

The air was thick with anticipation as Heather led Jervin through the dimly lit hallway of her house. Her confidence was palpable, a steady hand guiding him forward, her soft smile a beacon in the shadows. The scent of her perfume, a heady mix of vanilla and musk, lingered in the air, wrapping around Jervin like a warm embrace. He felt his heart pounding in his chest, his throat dry as he followed her, the weight of the moment pressing down on him. Their earlier dates had built a simmering tension, a promise of something more, but now, as they approached her bedroom, Jervin’s unease began to surface.

Heather’s bedroom was a sanctuary of soft light and inviting warmth. The curtains were drawn, filtering the outside world into a muted glow, and the air carried a faint trace of her scent, grounding yet intoxicating. She turned to face him, her deep, inviting eyes locking onto his, and for a moment, Jervin felt his doubts fade. Her body language was open, her curves accentuated by the lace-trimmed bra that peeked through her partially unbuttoned blouse. She was a vision of gentle reassurance, her presence a balm to his frayed nerves.

“Come here,” she whispered, her voice a soft command that pulled him closer. Her hands reached out, warm and steady, as she began to unbutton his shirt. Jervin’s fingers fumbled with the buttons of her blouse in response, his movements hesitant, his mind racing with doubts. He felt her soft skin beneath his fingertips, a jolt of warmth that should have ignited a spark within him, but instead, his thoughts spiraled. What if I’m not enough? What if I can’t give her what she needs? The weight of his past relationship, the lingering ghosts of failure, clung to him like a second skin.